im writing in this now and im not exactly sure why. for some reason i have been feeling uncomfortable lately. i think i need to get out of town but i have no money. im going to stop writing about this because it really is all i think about. i feel like the crazy is going to crawl out of me, is it because i am acting more normal than i really am? or is it because i am actually going fucking insane. i just feel restless and bored with everything. i didn't stop talking about it.
i need to stop smoking weed.
